mano zane hamsaye!

man mohamad 19 salame . dastani ke baratun minevisam marbut mishe be 1 sal ghabl va moghei k man poshte konkur budamo hamash tu khune budamo dars mikhundam. ma tu ye aparteman zendegi mikonim ke chan vahed dare. vahede zirine vahede ma male khunevadeye hoseyn aghast. hoseyn agha eyde sale 88 dochare iste ghalbi shodo omresho dad be shoma... susan khanum zane hoseyn agha dabire varzeshe va 2 ta bache dare . milad o mahsa . milad ham sene mane o mahsa ye sal bozorgtare azam . rabeteye ma ba in khunevade che ghabl az fote hoseyn agha va che bad az un hamishe garmo samimi bude. va taghriban aksare tatilato baham migzarunim. darya o vila o kuho jangal... susan khanum ye zane ghad boland o khosh heykalo khosh andame va man hamishe ba khodam migoftam hoseyn agha bande khoda ye omr hal kardo raft! Mahsa dokhtareshun ham khoshgelo khosh heykale , ama vase inke tu ye shahre dge daneshjue kheyli kam miad inja , faghat tabestuna va eyd miad khune. Hoseyn agha ye kargahe mobl sazi dasht va bad az fotesh milad modire kargah shodo aksare vaghtesh tu kargah migzare. Az vaghti hoseyn agha fot kard hamishe in soal tu zehnam bud ke be har hal susan khanum niaze jensisho chetori bartaraf mikone... Zani be khosh styleie un hatman ba shoharesh ziad sex dashte va hala shadidan ehsase kambud mikone... Hamintor ke ruzha migzasht raftarhaye mashkuki az susan khanum mididam.. Masalan inke ba mardhaye mojtama va az jomle babaye man kheyli garm migire o rahate... Hata mamanam ham in ghazie ro fahmido be babam gof k havasesho jam kone! Ba didane in raftarha o shenidane in harfa fekre palidam shoru be nobugh kardo har shab yeseri afkar az zehnam rad mishod k age mitunestam ba susan khanum ye moravedei dashte basham che khub mishod...
Gozashto gozasht ta inke yeruz mamanam umad tu otaghamo goft mohamad jan susan khanum zang zado goft beri pain ta kanalaye mahvarasho barash tanzim koni... Manam ba hezar menat gozashtan sare mamanam ke man alan dars daramo ina belakhare razi shodam ke beram pain... Zange dare khunashuno zadam , susan khanum umad dame dar , ye tapo shalvar tanesh bud, yekhorde taajob kardam akhe ta hala ba tap nadide budamesh... Goft salam mohamad jan , bia too... Raftam tu o behem goft ke milad ke az in chiza sar dar nemiare , in kanala beham rikhte bizahmat radifeshun kon... Manam neshastam kanala ro doros kardam, tu tamame modate inke dashtam kanala ro doros mikardam susan khanum tu ashpazkhune budo baham raje be vaziate dars sohbat mikard... In ghazie gozasht... Hodudan ye hafte bad susan khanumo dar hale bazgashtan az kharid tu rahpele didam , behem goft mohamad jan mesle inke chanta shabake paride , age zahmati nist ye nigahi bendaz bebin jaryan chie... Manam ke hesabi tu rudarvaysi gir karde budam goftam chashmo raftam khunashun , tebghe mamul milad kargah bud va mahsa ham daneshgah , behem goft mohamad mituni bazi az shabakehai ke ghoflano baram va koni? Goftam khob be kart ehtiaj daran , badesh shoru kard be bado bira goftan raje be inke chera bazi shabakeharo bastano pulish kardan... Miune harfash ye lahze goft masalan hamin spice...ino dge chera kartish kardan! Ino ke shenidam taajob kardam , be ruye khodam nayavordamo goftam khob susan khanum kodum shabakeha paride? Susan khanum ham yeki yeki esmeshuno gofto manam mashghul shodam... Bad susan khanum goft khob mohamad jan ta in shabakeharo ruberah koni man beram ye dush begiram chon tamame tanam az aragh khis shode... Ino gofto ye labkhand zado raft tu hamum... Bade chand daghighe man ke karam tamum shode bud neshastam ru moblo dashtam be aksaye khandane susan khanumo hoseyn agha ke ru ye miz asali bud negah mikardam! Yeho susan khanum az tu hamum sedam kard... Mohamad.... Mohamad jan... Unjai? Manam goftam bale susan khanum daram miam, raftam poshte dare hamum o goftam chizi shode susan khanum? Susan khanum goft mohamad jan faramush kardam holamo ba khodam biaram , tu otagh khabe, age zahmatet nemishe baram biaresh . Manam raftamo holasho ke ru avize lebasa avizun bud gereftamo barash bordam. Bade 2 , 3 daghighe hamintor ke hole doresh budo khodesho khoshk mikard az hamum umad birun , tashakor kard babate hamechi , khastam beram ke goft beshin ye chai ba ham bokhorim... Taajob kardam... Akhe hichvaght susan khanum mano be chay e 2 nafare davat nakarde bud , hamintor ke muhasho khoshk mikard raft tu ashpazkhune o mashghule dam kardane chay shod , manam ru canape neshastam .holeye susan khanum sefid bud va khate sinehaye khoshgelo sefidesh un beyn moshakhas bud , pahasham ta zanu lokht bud o hamin vase hashari kardane har mardi kafi bud...